Well as much as I'd prefer using the mens now, I'm still not passing enough and kinda freak out when I have to choose. It's just awkward for me, for example I was at the mall with my brother and we took a trip to the restroom and I paused outside of them- just standing there awkwardly, trying to figure out which one I should enter. But it was embarrassing since people were around me so I rushed to the girls room.
So yeah, once my binder gets here in the mail I'll probably take a few trips in there to build up courage. But till then I just avoid public stall bathrooms because it freaks me out. Oh lol I'm ridiculous I know. Though another stupid/silly thing about this topic is that even when I can bring myself into the mens room I'd obviously use the stall. Getting a STP has never crossed my mind though because I'm a baby and think that guy parts and lady parts are really gross. SHOOSH IM A BABY.