So I've noticed that so many people are having such a rough time. Just being upset or going through some upsetting things, or just being down in general. And it really honestly upsets me alot: especially since I'm referring to alot of my close or not so close, friends.
I wish that there was a way for me to console or help every single one of you, because I care so much; and you and honestly nobody deserves to have negative feels.
Why am I writing all this?
Because I love you. All of you.
To be honest, I see most people as friends unless they give me reason to not.
B-but, if anyone needs an ear to listen; or in this case, eyes to read. Feel free to rant all you like here, or you could jsut comment or note me. I'm a pretty good listener. ;7;
Devious Journal EntryStolen from =Angipup
1. Pick 10 friends.
2. then go to this website: http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://blog.esaba.com/projects/facts/index.php
3. type in the username of your friend and choose the gender, then click 'random fact'
4. copy what comes up and paste it in this journal.
5. continue this for the rest of your list.
6. have fun! and tag as many people as you want!
7. whoever tags you has to be in your list somewhere!
For undercover police work, Captain pins their badge underneath their shirt, directly into their chest.
What many people dont know is Brady is the founder of planned parenthood. Not even unborn children can escape his wrath.
For Len, every street is "one way". His WAY.
Dani has volunteered to remain on earth after the Rapture; he will spend his time fighting the Anti-Christ.
When Sloan talks, everybody listens. And dies.
The Great Wall of China was origi
Black Rabbit - Part six"But... You said you loved me..." I whimper. He just looks at me with careless eyes; the same eyes that used to show me compassion and instill the greatest joy in me. The eyes that had just wandered across my naked virgin skin last night and took in every detail. He shrugs with the shoulders my arms used to perch on when we hugged.
"Listen kid, I just wanted to bang you." He scoffs, almost in a laugh. I couldn't believe that it was the same voice that comforted me softly, saying it wouldn't hurt as he stole my innocence away from me.
I feel the tears come on, but everything else in me is numb. There is a lump in my throat, and I can't speak. It doesn't matter though, since I have no words to say. Without another word, he just walks away. It can't be though. I want to reach out and grab his shirt, maybe pull him back into my world.
"No!" I suddenly yelp. And he turns back. That moment right there was the last time I remember even seeing him. His blonde hair falling ever so perfectly in
Black Rabbit - Part eightThe morning light filtered through the soft baby blue curtains and cast a warm light across the cozy bedroom and onto the bed that usually just had one pink topped boy curled up innit. But this morning, a snake bitten rabbit held him close as they both slept ever so soundly. Unlike every other time that Casey woke up with a boy in the same bed, this was a pure, sweet kind of cuddle. As they lay there sleeping, Shiloh had his face pressed into Casey's chest, and the raven's face was submerged in Shiloh's soft, candy hair. Eventually, the taller of the two slowly came to. He looked up to the window, and then back down to what he had just brought his face up from. When he saw it was Shiloh though, his emerald eyes widened slowly and in one swift movement, he rolled out of the bed.
"No... no no no no no. Fuck... why did I..." he whispered, slowly crawling away from the bed.
Of course, the whore thought he had sex with Shiloh the previous night, but didn't notice that he was still dressed i
Black Rabbit - Part elevenNearly a month had passed and not many visits were made really.
It was early December now and Shiloh had been at the library daily. Going there in the early morning and leaving in the late evening; studying had become a crucial thing for him ever since his auntie had come home for November and left a few days before now. She's always been so stern and concrete when it came to the boy's schooling and education. It took about fifteen minutes to get at least halfway home from the now closed library, which was cozy and an old white building, at least in daylight. Now, it would have looked more like a ghost house.
Shiloh said goodbye to the librarian before he left, his caution sign messenger bag shouldered and his mittens pulled over his dainty little fingers as he began walking home, hesitantly. It was soon too dark for him to see the ground anymore, and he could feel little droplets of water sprinkling down onto him. But he didn't take too much heed to it, just water.
Casey, of course, w
Black Rabbit - Part sevenThe late October breeze shifted leaves across the sidewalks and roadways, which were usually empty. But tonight, they were filled with children in colorful costumes and teenagers looking to make some trouble. It was Halloween. And every dressed up child that Casey passed made him regret where he was driving even more. Shiloh had somehow pulled him into going trick or treating today, which was nearly impossible for someone to do. The raven absolutely hated trick or treating and hadn't done it since he was around the age of ten. But, Casey just couldn't say no to Shiloh. Maybe it was his baby blue eyes, staring into whatever goodness was left in his soul. Or perhaps it was the simple fact that Casey was growing very fond of the boy. Their agreement was that they he would go trick or treating with Shiloh just as long as he didn't wear a costume.
But as Casey pulled up to the quaint second story house on the hill, he couldn't help have a hunch that he would actually be in a costume sometim
Black Rabbit - Part four"Out! Everyone out!" Casey yelled from the top of the stairs. He was absolutely pissed at himself. This whole thing was a stupid idea. Not only did he jeopardize his best and only friendship, but Shiloh's house was absolutely trashed. Of course, no one could really hear him over the music, so the teen had to use force. He roughly pushed people out of the way of the stereo, and abruptly turned it off. "I SAID EVERYONE FUCKING OUT. NOW." he screamed.
With grunts and complaints, most of the teenagers left, but Casey then had to go upstairs and chase some kids out of bedrooms and bathrooms. Once the house was completely empty except for Shiloh and himself, Casey let himself fall on the couch. He was riddled with regret and guilt, and the dark thoughts began to creep back into his mind. He wanted to die for what he did to Shiloh, even though he had done much worse before. "I can't believe I did that to Shiloh. MY Shiloh." Casey muttered to himself, rubbing his eyes. But it took him a second
Black Rabbit - Part fiveThe school courtyard only had about a dozen other students. Just mucking about; talking about their general idiotic things that went right over Shiloh's head as he wandered over to one of the few trees and sat in the grass beneath it. Blades of grass folding awkwardly and brushing against his puffy checkered pants. He hadn't seen his friend much today and it was already lunch hour. The boy never really realized just how lonely school was till today since they'd normally spent nearly all of their time together. Though there were some times that Casey would go off without saying why or where Shiloh never really questioned it though.
It's not like Casey had no friends before him anyways.. But Shi had just grown so
attached to him and couldn't fight the often sense of jealousy that'd developed towards said friends.
Leaves rustled above him due to a light but chilled breeze that swept along the school's roof. The thing that caught a nearby pair of hazel eyes was Shiloh's hair. T
Devious Journal EntryOnce upon a time back when I was dating this asshole named Chris. Last year. xD
WELL ONCE UPON A TIME I WAS CLIMBING A TREE AND WAS LIKE "omgtreesaresocool". But then this fucking branch broke and I fell out and the branch was like indented into my side and I was like,
"OH MY GOD I THINK I'M DYING HOLY FUCKING TITSDHGFSH"
And my boyfriend was like swag walking in slow motion whilst I was rolling on the ground in pain. And awhile later he came up to me and was like,
"ARE YOUH OKHEY?"
And I was like rolling around and in tears being like, "I- I THINK I'M BLEEDING."
AND THE FUCKING BLONDE DOUCHEBAG WAS LIKE,
"DO YOU WANNA WEAR MY JACKET?"
And this is a true story.
Commisions (Icons Open Only)UPDATE!
I've recently got a job that I've started this week, full time, pretty nice so far, and because of this I've decided to close chibi commissions for the time being. Until I get a better scope of how this is going to work out, and how much time I'm going to have. Though I've decided to keep Icons for now, with a dollar increase in price, and all that info can be seen below if you scroll down. Onwards back to reading fanfics aggressively.
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● When you figure out what it is you want, please note me what you want (chibi mini or normal, and or icon). Be sure to include character references, as well as any other information you'd like me to know (be it a pose you want, or personality of the character).
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free twerking butt icon raffle! [CLOSED]heyoo
so i'm getting ready to take a break from making butt icons since i've made so many LOL
i'm literally on my last commission, and then they'll be closed for a while.
i'm not sure how long, but at least like a month, maybe more.
also, i'm laughing really hard...i just realized my birthday is in a week after looking up what day sunday is.
god beginning of the month birthdays just sneak up so fast.
so ANYWAYS if you want one of these
(all examples can be seen here --> http://veedubbz.deviantart.com/gallery/41166921)
------> who can enter?
anyone can enter! you do not have to be watching me.
------> how do i enter?
it's super easy, just hit that 'fave' button over there. i will add you to the list in order that the journal is faved.
check the journal to find your number (and to double-check to make sure i didn't miss you!)
you can also be entered a second time by sharing this journal
Kyle's ocs - part1Felix: Angsty demon asshole who doesn't sleep and is kind of banned from hell because he's too much of a psychofuck. So far the most forever-alone oc I have and the oldest many have tried to pair him with their ocs and have failed because it's just too weird 8u
Location: Probably NY
Vincent (Vinny): Not quite as angsty little brother of Felix and quite more sane. Though he still is a dirty little asshole because he's a demon and likes to hurt people. He and Felix do not stand on common ground whatsoever from day one of their being aware of one another's existence; he never really liked Felix because of his neurotic and strange attitude and eventually was pushed to the point of brutally maiming Felix and they had been avoiding one another since.
Location: Probably Canada
Travis: This wee fello
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500 Points Giveaway Contest(Winners Determined)Winners (Determined by a Randomizer not me.)
1st Place (500 points) - :iconKurohikoRitsuka:
2nd Place (40 points) - :iconJazzninja545:
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-closed- 1 FREE commisionEdit: and the winner is :icononimous-inukisan:
Okay as promised now that I have reached my goal of 10,000 pageveiws, and 500 watchers(thanks so much guys for your all your support you are all AMAZING )
Well besides the point, I am now going to host a raffle for 1(maybe 3 if I end up changing my mind) lucky person to win a FREE 100 point commission from me
To enter simply fave this journal
No journals or watches required
but feel free to do so, and random comments are appreciated
Examples of My Art
1000 Point Giveaway (Closed! +change of win date!)\all the points man
EDIT: Hey guys! So as of right now this giveaway is closed!!! Thank you to EVERYONE who has participated! I appoligize to those of you who didn't get numbers but rules are rules ;u; So! Instead of tomorrow (who knows when I'll pull my laptop back out of my backpack) I will be streaming the Winning number in a few minutes or so! so if you care to watch feel free to come and do so!
and with that my next journal will be the winners!
So according to my latest poll Y'all seem interested in a Give away!
The Break Down
- There will be two winners!
- The first will win 1000 and a custom adoptable!
- The second will win 300
I will be using a random number generator! When commenting you have to include the word "butt" in your comment or else it will not be counted! ( no going back either C: )
Once you comment and follow the rules I will give you your number~
- Must favorite this journal!
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1-Month Premium Membership (or Points) Giveaway And the winner is sweir17! Congratulations! And thank you all for your support
Update: Alternatively, you can choose to have the equivalent amount of points (396) if you would prefer
Fancy having a premium membership? Then read on!
Joycelyn Siew | Nature Photographer
I just launched my photography Facebook Page, and to celebrate, I'm giving away a 1-month Premium Membership to the biggest supporters of my work: the dA community! Here's how it works:
LIKE my Facebook page - http://facebook.com/joycelynsiewphotography
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That's it folks! Too easy! This giveaway closes on 7 Dec (or whe
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Extra Characters - +4 per character
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Devious Journal EntryWoah-- journals you caught me by surprise there.
Anyways, I don't know how active I'll be this weekend due to a certain super awesome event today. I'm kidnapping Jay one of my best friends to coffee and he will be the first person on the internet who I will meet in person and I am very excited about that hnnng. 8I
kjfdhkjgfdhg :iconlazydanceplz: I don't know what emotion this is