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October 1, 2012


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Update [commissions-life-art]

Journal Entry: Mon Oct 1, 2012, 2:42 PM

While I'm on the topic of updates, I want to apologize for the lack of art lately, especially my commissioners. School has really been taking up most of my time- and will be till June obviously. And also, after school, I kind of do have a life too you know so you can't expect me to go home and just draw till it's time for bed.

Not to mention that October is bound to be really busy for me, I have alot of catch-up work to do for the days that I had to stay home due to my being so stressed that I'm physically sick and can't function in any way. The twelfth I'm driving up to Portland for this appointment that I'm both excited and nervous about, and yeah.

I'm not going to stop art altogether though, it really bothers me that I can't draw as much anymore; probably because it took so long to maintain my current style and I don't want to fuck it up by taking too long of breaks. OTL

But yes, emotions are fucking me up and I'm losing the ability to can.

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Bleedprettily Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Aw, I'm really sorry to hear about all of this. Really, really, really sorry. I have to admit I have only read a little bit of the story. (Lack of time currently) What I read was good though.
I'm really trying to say that I know what that is like. I've been through it before, more than once actually. I went almost a year without speaking to one of my best friends, and not a day passed where I didn't think of her. We've been friends for a really long time now and it was very painful. It was an ugly falling out, but in the end everything ended up just fine and we went back to speaking once that wound had healed up. It took time but it finally happened.
I don't know if you want it to heal or not, but just know that sometimes things happen for the best and a little distance can clarify muddy details.

I'm here if you need me dear. I always am. c: ♥
Taylor1186 Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2012
Oh, that explains it. :iconomgsosadplz:
I'm sure you could make a better story without moldybass though.
observer21 Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2012
Im terribly sorry about the friendship problems. But I would love to read some of the things that you wrote. And, don't worry about us so much, take care of yourself, we don't need our Kyle getting himself sick :heart:
I hope your days are better.
Fancy-Tramp Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2012  Student Digital Artist
;-; Thankyou so much<3
observer21 Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2012
You're welcome. Take care of yourself kay, and we're (the fanbase) are always there for you <3
LittleMissAlexius Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I'm sorry for you breaking up, I know how hard it can be ;-;
And yes, i would be very interested of the other things you have written dear:heart:
Here school have dropped a nuclear bomb of homeowrk on me......yay
mybirdo Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2012
take your time :) <3
dreax3 Featured By Owner Oct 1, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
;A; dammit i just made some fan art for black rabbit ! oh well i respect your decision and ohh yees i would love to read some more of your writing ^^ but feel bettr please your ability to can will come back i swear(: just do me a lil favor . . .

hiim5mart Featured By Owner Oct 1, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Awwww, I sincerely loved the Black Rabbit series. It's a shame that MoldyBass has acted in the way he has, hopefully people won't bombard his account and all that bad stuff. Though I don't like his decision, you still got to respect his opinion.

I look forward to what else you come up with, Kyle. If you ever need some help relaxing and all that other good stuff, don't be afraid to ask me. I'm like the king of relaxing. :P
meagies Featured By Owner Oct 1, 2012
School should always come first! Take some time to yourself, and only draw when you feel in the mood for it. :lol:

Also I know I'm a total random but if you need to chat or anything I'm here! I've cast off a lot of friends for that same reason, and I don't really regret it. It sucks, but c'est lavie I guess!
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